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About the Book
"The Apostolic Fathers I" by Bart D. Ehrman is a collection of early Christian writings from the late first and early second centuries. These texts serve as valuable primary sources for understanding the beliefs, practices, and struggles of the early Christian community. Ehrman provides translations and commentary on these texts, shedding light on key themes such as martyrdom, church leadership, and the relationship between Christianity and the Roman Empire.
Jackie Hill Perry
Jackie Hill Perry has a way with words, and people canāt stop listening. A gifted poet, rapper, writer, and teacher, she has written books and Bible studies, released hip-hop albums, and taught at events, conferences, colleges, and coliseums all over the nation. Inspired by her powerful testimony of salvation and deliverance from a gay lifestyle and her teaching on the holiness of God, the word is out: God is good, He is Lord, and those who surrender to Him are made new.
The Power of God
Itās a message Jackie is passionate about because she knows firsthand the transformational power of Jesus Christ. She and her husband ā fellow spoken-word artist, Preston Perry ā met in 2009 while performing at an artistās showcase. Impressed with Jackieās poetry, Preston struck up a friendship that deepened over the years. Eventually, they began dating, which presented significant challenges but also great rewards. The Lord used Preston as a source of healing, and marriage forced Jackie to deal with hurts and fears sheād been reluctant to give to God. The couple, who reside in Atlanta, married in 2014. They are now the parents of three daughters: Eden, Autumn, and Sage; and are expecting a son.
A decade ago, Jackie could never have imagined marriage, motherhood, and ministry in her future. Violated and abandoned by men who should have loved and protected her, Jackie was hurting. Fear and distrust kept watch over her heart. Surrender wasnāt an option, even when a loving God promised her new life. Despite some exposure to church and to Scripture, Jackie was adamant that she would never submit to Jesus as Lord.
Her attraction to women started in early childhood and intensified during adolescence. Jackie finally gave in to same-sex desires, along with drugs and other habits that brought comfort, pleasure, and an emotional escape. Suppressing her femininity by wearing menās clothing and assuming the male role in dating relationships, Jackie says every area of her life was characterized by sin and rebellion against God.
Then one evening, 19-year-old Jackie felt the conviction of the Holy Spirit. Recalling the experience, she says, āIt was a God thing. No one can ever tell me that I saved myself. I had some understanding of Jesus and obedience and Christianity. But I sincerely wanted nothing to do with God on His terms.ā
Even as she resisted, Jackie clearly sensed the Lord speaking to her. āWhen He showed me that all of my sin would be the death of me ā that it was true that the wages of sin is death, but it was equally true that God offered eternal life if I would repent and believe ā I was compelled to trust Him. For the first time in my life, I knew that God was real and He was worth it. Just the day before, my heart was hard as a rock, and now I wanted Jesus. Only the Holy Spirit could have done that.ā
āFor the first time in my life, I knew that God was real and He was worth it. Just the day before, my heart was hard as a rock, and now I wanted Jesus. Only the Holy Spirit could have done that.ā
The Power of Words
Jackie dove into Godās Word and began discovering the woman He designed her to be ā mind, body, and spirit. Seeking to express herself in deeper, more artistic ways, she began writing poetry. Jackie didnāt shy away from revealing her past or the ongoing struggle with temptation and sin. Her poems unflinchingly spoke gospel truth and glorified God as the ultimate source of love and life. After connecting with the Passion for Christ Movement (P4CM), Jackie was asked to write a poem about being an ex-lesbian. Hesitant at first, she felt the Lord prompting her to move forward. Through its confessional lyrics and rock-solid theology, My Life as a Stud shined a spotlight on Jackieās conversion and marked the beginning of her public ministry.
āWhen My Life As a Stud came out in 2009, so many gay and lesbian people who didnāt go to church, didnāt trust Christians, and didnāt want to have anything to do with the Bible clicked on the poem and suddenly wanted Jesus. I realized God had given me this art form where Iām able to speak to peopleās hearts.ā
Since then, she has taken the message of Godās love to artist showcases, faith-based conferences, college campuses, and major media outlets. The foundation of her message is always the Word of God: In His goodness, God created male and female. As the perfect designer of gender and sexuality, God is worthy of trust and obedience. Although same-sex attraction is central to her testimony, Jackie emphasizes that the church should approach the LGBTQ community the same way it approaches other people. Everyone is created to be an image-bearer of the living God with a unique identity and great worth. Rather than labeling someone as āa gay friend,ā itās important to develop genuine, one-on-one relationships the same way Jesus did. By investing in authentic friendships, Christians will be able to share the gospel because theyāre actually modeling it.
The Power of Redemption
Jackie points out that being ādead in sinā goes far beyond someoneās sexual preference. Without Christ, people are lost in every way. But when Jesus gives new life, He forgives and redeems the whole person. She says, āGod saved me from sin, not just my sexuality. I was an all-around sinful person. In essence, sin was my lord. As much as I loved women in a lustful way, I also loved pornography and drugs, bitterness and unforgiveness.ā
Through discipleship, Jackie recognized the holistic nature of Godās redemption. āIāve learned that pride is one of my greatest struggles, even more so than same-sex attraction,ā she explains. āPride manifests itself in so many areas of my life, itās hard to keep up. God didnāt just rescue me from being gay. He saved me from believing Iām a better lord than He is.ā In response to the growing debate over same-sex attraction and the frequent questions she receives when people hear her testimony, Jackie wrote her first book, Gay Girl, Good God, to serve three core groups: people seeking to help and understand those within the LGBTQ community; people within the community who may disagree with some of her conclusions but are still intrigued; and people who are believers, yet have same-sex attraction and are trying to figure out how to love Jesus while dealing with those feelings.
When asked what she hopes the church learns from the book, she says, āI want people to see that how you reach the LGBTQ community is the same way you reach anybody ā with the gospel. The gospel is about God. The method shouldnāt be any different when youāre speaking to someone who is dealing with gluttony or lying or lust. Itās all the same. God is Lord, Heās Master, Heās King, Heās able to save. And the problem with sin is always a problem between us and God.ā
"God is Lord, Heās Master, Heās King, Heās able to save. And the problem with sin is always a problem between us and God."
The Power of Community
Jackie hopes the church will develop greater empathy for same-sex individuals and recognize how difficult it is to walk away from the gay lifestyle. She says, āItās not a random sin that is easily put off. The feelings are real, and it takes time and work and a long process of dying to self.ā Without a supportive church family to encourage and affirm her, the author might have fallen away. The first couple of years as a Christian were the hardest. Jackie had to learn to put off the old nature and put on Christ. The process required spiritual and physical discipline. She had to shop for womenās clothing, an experience that made her feel strange, vulnerable, and afraid.
Temptation was a constant source of condemnation, at times pushing Jackie into depression and doubt as she grieved over her sinful nature. After a decade of growing in Christ, Jackie still faces temptations but says theyāre more subtle and easier to flee. Instead of looking at women as objects of lust, she chooses to see them as image-bearers of God. In evaluating her walk with the Lord, she considers whether she is loving people well, growing in holiness, and bearing good fruit. And she looks to Jesus, who endured the horror of the cross because He loved God with all of His heart. Knowing Jesus didnāt want the cup of suffering, yet accepted it with humility, helps Jackie run the Christian race with endurance.
Endurance and spiritual growth became the inspiration for Jackieās second album, Crescendo, which was hailed as āstunning,ā āflawless,ā and arguably āthe best hip-hop album of the year.ā Although she began experimenting with rap simply for creative expression, Jackie soon saw it as another platform to share the gospel. When asked about the albumās title, the talented artist says, āIn music theory, ācrescendoā means the increase in sound. So I wanted to apply that to faith. When youāre in Christ, as your faith increases, your fruit should get louder. You love more, youāre more generous, more attentive to the needs of people. You listen well. Things begin to change as your faith becomes more evident.ā
She wrote the album to mimic that spiritual progression. The first track begins on a low note with āLamentations,ā a rap about the reality of sin and the tendency for Jackie to forget sheās been forgiven. Taking listeners through an honest exploration of spiritual growth, Crescendo ends on a high note, celebrating how the Lord saved Jackie through His gospel, initiated her Christian walk, and sustains her to this day.
The Power of Legacy
A gifted communicator and lyricist, Jackie isnāt just impacting culture with wordcraft. Sheās also building a spiritual legacy for her children. Because of her childhood trauma, the idea of raising daughters was terrifying. But sheās found so much joy in becoming a mom. Jackie says, āWhen I think of parenthood, I know Iām only called to steward these children and disciple them and hope they will love the Lord with all their hearts, souls, minds, and strength. When I was carrying Eden, Titus 2 really spoke to me about the older women teaching the younger women.
"Once I realized what a privilege it would be to raise up a woman in my home, I welcomed the challenge.ā As Jackie reflects on the last decade, she gives God all the glory and praise. Without Christ, she wouldnāt have her precious daughters, would have missed out on beautiful friendships, and would never have experienced being loved by a man for the first time in her life. āIf God hadnāt rescued me, none of this would be possible,ā Jackie says. āLife still has its challenges, for sure. But itās better. Itās so much better.ā
This article courtesy of HomeLife magazine.
the majesty of god mastered him: john calvin
In 1538, the Italian Cardinal Sadolet wrote to the leaders of Geneva trying to win them back to the Roman Catholic Church after they had turned to the Reformed teachings. John Calvinās response to Sadolet uncovers the root of Calvinās quarrel with Rome that would determine his whole life. Hereās what Calvin wrote to the cardinal: ā[Your] zeal for heavenly life [is] a zeal which keeps a man entirely devoted to himself, and does not, even by one expression, arouse him toĀ sanctify the name of God ā ( John Calvin: Selections from His Writings , 89). The issue for Calvin was not, ļ¬rst, the well-known sticking points of the Reformation: justiļ¬cation, priestly abuses, transubstantiation, prayers to saints, and papal authority. All those would come in for discussion. But beneath all of them, the fundamental issue for Calvin, from the beginning to the end of his life, was the issue of the centrality and supremacy and majesty of the glory of God. Calvin goes on and says to Sadolet that what he should do ā and what Calvin aims to do with all his life ā is āset before [man], as the prime motive of his existence,Ā zeal to illustrate the glory of God ā ( Selections , 89). This would be a ļ¬tting banner over all of John Calvinās life and work āĀ zeal to illustrate the glory of God . The essential meaning of Calvinās life and preaching is that he recovered and embodied a passion for the absolute reality and majesty of God. Captive to Glory What happened to John Calvin to make him a man so mastered by the majesty of God? And what kind of ministry did this produce in his life? He was born July 10, 1509, in Noyon, France, when Martin Luther was 25 years old and had just begun to teach the Bible in Wittenberg. When he was 14, his father sent him to study theology at the University of Paris, which at that time was untouched by the Reformation and steeped in Medieval theology. But ļ¬ve years later (when Calvin was 19), his father ran afoul of the church and told his son to leave theology and study law, which he did for the next three years at Orleans and Bourges. His father died in May of 1531, when Calvin was 21. Calvin felt free then to turn from law to his ļ¬rst love, which had become the classics. He published his first book, a commentary on Seneca, in 1532, at the age of 23. But sometime during these years he was coming into contact with the message and the spirit of the Reformation, and by 1533 something dramatic had happened in his life. Calvin recounts, seven years later, how his conversion came about. He describes how he had been struggling to live out the Catholic faith with zeal when I at length perceived, as if light had broken in upon me, in what a sty of error I had wallowed, and how much pollution and impurity I had thereby contracted. Being exceedingly alarmed at the misery into which I had fallen . . . as in duty bound, [I] made it my ļ¬rst business to betake myself to thy way [O God], condemning my past life, not without groans and tears. God, by a sudden conversion, subdued and brought my mind to a teachable frame. . . . Having thus received some taste and knowledge of true godliness, I was immediately inļ¬amed with [an] intense desire to make progress. ( Selections , 26) What was the foundation of Calvinās faith that yielded a life devoted utterly to displaying the glory and majesty of God? The answer seems to be that Calvin suddenly, as he says, saw and tasted in Scripture the majesty of God. And in that moment, both God and the word of God were so powerfully and unquestionably authenticated to his soul that he became the loving servant of God and his word the rest of his life. Henceforth he would be a man utterly devoted to displaying the majesty of God by the exposition of the word of God. Compelled to Geneva What form would that ministry take? Calvin knew what he wanted. He wanted the enjoyment of literary ease so he could promote the Reformed faith as a literary scholar. That is what he thought he was cut out for by nature. But God had radically different plans. In 1536, Calvin left France, taking his brother Antoine and sister Marie with him. He intended to go to Strasbourg and devote himself to a life of peaceful literary production. But one night, as Calvin stayed in Geneva, William Farel, the ļ¬ery leader of the Reformation in that city, found out he was there and sought him out. It was a meeting that changed the course of history, not just for Geneva, but for the world. Calvin tells us what happened in his preface to his commentary on Psalms: Farel, who burned with an extraordinary zeal to advance the gospel, immediately learned that my heart was set upon devoting myself to private studies, for which I wished to keep myself free from other pursuits, and ļ¬nding that he gained nothing by entreaties, he proceeded to utter an imprecation that God would curse my retirement, and the tranquillity of the studies which I sought, if I should withdraw and refuse to give assistance, when the necessity was so urgent. By this imprecation I was so stricken with terror, that I desisted from the journey which I had undertaken. ( Selections , 28) The course of his life was irrevocably changed. Not just geographically, but vocationally. Never again would Calvin work in what he called the ātranquillity of . . . studies.ā From now on, every page of the 48 volumes of books and tracts and sermons and commentaries and letters that he wrote would be hammered out on the anvil of pastoral responsibility. Unrelenting Exposition Once in Geneva, what kind of ministry did his commitment to the majesty of God produce? Part of the answer is that it produced a ministry of incredible steadfastness ā a ministry, to use Calvinās own description of faithful ministers of the word, of āinvincible constancyā ( Sermons from Job , 245). But that is only half the answer. The constancy had a focus: the unrelenting exposition of the word of God. Calvin had seen the majesty of God in the Scriptures. This persuaded him that the Scriptures were the very word of God. He said, āWe owe to the Scripture the same reverence which we owe to God, because it has proceeded from Him alone, and has nothing of man mixed with itā ( John Calvin: A Collection of Distinguished Essays , 162). His own experience had taught him that āthe highest proof of Scripture derives in general from the fact that God in person speaks in itā ( Institutes of the Christian Religion , 1.7.4). These truths led to an inevitable conclusion for Calvin. Since the Scriptures are the very voice of God, and since they are therefore self-authenticating in revealing the majesty of God, and since the majesty and glory of God are the reason for all existence, it follows that Calvinās life would be marked by āinvincible constancyā in the exposition of Scripture. He wrote tracts, he wrote the greatĀ Institutes , he wrote commentaries (on all the New Testament books except Revelation, plus the Pentateuch, Psalms, Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Joshua), he gave biblical lectures (many of which were published as virtual commentaries), and he preached ten sermons every two weeks. ButĀ all Ā of it was exposition of Scripture. In his last will and testament, he said, āI have endeavored, both in my sermons and also in my writings and commentaries, to preach the Word purely and chastely, and faithfully to interpret His sacred Scripturesā ( Selections , 35). This was the ministry unleashed by seeing the majesty of God in Scripture. The Scriptures were absolutely central because they were absolutely the word of God and had as their self-authenticating theme the majesty and glory of God. But out of all these labors of exposition, preaching was supreme. Godās Voice in Every Verse Calvinās preaching was of one kind from beginning to end: he preached steadily through book after book of the Bible. He never wavered from this approach to preaching for almost 25 years of ministry in St. Peterās church of Geneva ā with the exception of a few high festivals and special occasions. āOn Sunday he took always the New Testament, except for a few Psalms on Sunday afternoons. During the week . . . it was always the Old Testament.ā To give you some idea of the scope of Calvinās pulpit, he began his series on the book of Acts on August 25, 1549, and ended it in March 1554. After Acts he went on to the Epistles to the Thessalonians (46 sermons), Corinthians (186 sermons), the Pastoral Epistles (86 sermons), Galatians (43 sermons), Ephesians (48 sermons) ā until May 1558. Then there is a gap when he was ill. In the spring of 1559, he began the Harmony of the Gospels and was not ļ¬nished when he died in May 1564. On the weekdays during that season he preached 159 sermons on Job, 200 on Deuteronomy, 353 on Isaiah, 123 on Genesis, and so on. One of the clearest illustrations that this was a self-conscious choice on Calvinās part was the fact that on Easter Day, 1538, after preaching, he left the pulpit of St. Peterās, banished by the City Council. He returned in September 1541, over three years later, and picked up the exposition in the next verse. Divine Majesty of the Word Why this remarkable commitment to the centrality of sequential expository preaching? Three reasons are just as valid today as they were in the sixteenth century. First, Calvin believed that the word of God was a lamp that had been taken away from the churches. He said in his own personal testimony, āThy word, which ought to have shone on all thy people like a lamp, was taken away, or at least suppressed as to us.ā Calvin reckoned that the continuous exposition of books of the Bible was the best way to overcome the āfearful abandonment of [Godās] Wordā ( Selections , 115). Second, biographer T.H.L. Parker says that Calvin had a horror of those who preached their own ideas in the pulpit. He said, āWhen we enter the pulpit, it is not so that we may bring our own dreams and fancies with usā ( Portrait of Calvin , 83). He believed that by expounding the Scriptures as a whole, he would be forced to deal with all that God wanted to say, not just whatĀ he Ā might want to say. Third, he believed with all his heart that the word of God was indeed the word ofĀ God , and that all of it was inspired and proļ¬table and radiant with the light of the glory of God. In Sermon number 61 on Deuteronomy, he challenged pastors of his day and ours: Let the pastors boldly dare all thingsĀ by the word of God . . . . Let them constrain all the power, glory, and excellence of the world to give place to and to obey the divineĀ majesty of this word . Let them enjoin everyone by it, from the highest to the lowest. Let them edify the body of Christ. Let them devastate Satanās reign. Let them pasture the sheep, kill the wolves, instruct and exhort the rebellious. Let them bind and loose thunder and lightning, if necessary,Ā but let them do all according to the word of God . ( Sermons on the Epistle to the Ephesians , xii) The key phrase here is āthe divine majesty of this word.ā This was always the root issue for Calvin. How might he best show forth for all of Geneva and all of Europe and all of history the majesty of God? He answered with a life of continuous expository preaching. This is why preaching remains a central event in the life of the church five hundred years after Calvin. If God is the great, absolute, sovereign, mysterious, all-glorious God of majesty whom Calvin saw in Scripture, there will always be preaching, because the more this God is known and the more this God is central, the more we will feel that he must not just be analyzed and explained ā he must be acclaimed and heralded and magniļ¬ed with expository exultation.